The day I first felt old

Today is the first day of school for our kids here in Texas. I know, it’s early huh? I am grateful the summer is over, but it’s bittersweet. Our oldest daughter is a 6th grader. She is ready to be a 6th grader, but I am not so sure I am ready for her to be a 6th grader. We went to her orientation on Monday night. Going through all her classes was a neat experience. Lauren and I went to use the restroom and when I looked in the mirror I felt like I was back in 6th grade myself. Have you ever looked at yourself and saw the “young” you? I don’t see her so often, but I still do. Then other times I catch a glimpse of myself and I look 10 years older! I mean, it’s not like I am all that old. I had Lauren when I was just barely 22. I got married when I was 20. In fact we just celebrated our 13th wedding anniversary, so I guess I am feeling a little old. But, I also remember what it was like being in middle school and it wasn’t the best experience, but a lot of good things happened too.  I guess all this reflecting and realizing I am a mother of a middle schooler is normal and all I really want is for my daughter to be happy and have a great school experience. It’s 8:28 right now and in 2 min. the bell will ring and I know exactly where she will be because we got to sit in her class with her and meet all her teachers. There is comfort in that.

Now, if could just look like a 6th grader I wouldn’t feel so old.....?

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  Garrick  on  08/09  at  11:20 PM

  
  

  Angie,

  I know that Lauren will have a good year in school.  You seem to be handling this adjustment well so far.  Know that I’m praying for you.

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   on  08/10  at  01:41 PM

  
  

  Remember Angie, It is not the age, but the milage.....I have a lot more miles and age than you.  No sympathy here, but we all are geting older at the exact same rate.  I have a 19 year old intern working next to me.  If I was her father, I would have been 23 at her birth...so I feel old too.

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  Jon  on  08/10  at  01:44 PM

  
  

  [Sith voice]
  You are her Father, Matt
  [/Sith voice]

  Why can’t you have a cool name like LUKE, or HAN… or sumpthin!

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   on  08/10  at  01:50 PM

  
  

  You cant have a taxcollctor named Luke or Han.

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